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My name’s KellyAnne, and i was living a stress and shame-filled nightmare not so long ago...
After a serious relationship break-up, the death of my favorite aunt, a herpes diagnosis, and failing to make my deadline for my senior thesis, i was a fucking wreck.
I buried myself under the heavy blankets of depression; the weight of the shame i carried kept me feeling like there was no one I could talk to, no way i would be accepted by others, and no possibility for me to return to the life i was used to. All i could do was shut down.
Which made total sense: shame researchers have found that people prone to shame - feeling the social weight of your actions and judging yourself for it - are at much higher risk for depression and anxiety.
For years I was lost. My aimlessness caused me to spend money i didn’t have running off to a city where i didn’t know anybody. I slept with people i didn't care about, who didn't care about me. i became a passive aggressive, toxic friend who used alcohol and cannabis to stuff the feelings down.
The stress of hiding my pain in plain sight and shoving the shame down deeper every day made connecting with people feel nearly impossible. But i didn’t want to burden anyone with my problems, so i kept quiet.
Seems like everyone I know was doing the same thing - being that, according to the American Psychological Association, millennials score higher than any other generation on stress levels (2018).
Is any of this resonating with you?
I’m sharing this vulnerabile story because, right now, i’m sure you’re struggling with the stress of all the changes that have been going on - in the world, local and at large, without your consent, without your say - and it may be causing you to feel ashamed of how little control you feel you have.
Let me say this here and now, loud and clear:
You are not alone.
Not only have i been through this, but i still feel this way!! A LOT!!
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The difference between how i reacted to shame and stress just a few years ago
versus now is…
When i realize i’m being a rigid wall
in the middle of a stream
of change…
When i’m overwhelmed by options and
choose avoidance instead
of action, causing
stuckness-shame
to build up…
When i start to let anxiety and
depression creep back in
and make decisions
for me…
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ON THE 2020 WORKSHOP:
“THE NON-BINARY NATURE OF ASTROLOGY”
HOLY YES! That section really blew my mind.
~ Freelance Artist, 31 - Divine Chaos Course 2020 Participant
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What you know about chaos is probably that it can be a shitstorm of relationship, job, family, environment, and financial catastrophe. Right? It’s the tornado that knocks us off the path we were JUST getting comfortable walking! It’s the dark, scary abyss we fall into when everything known suddenly becomes unknown.
What you might not realize about chaos is that we need it to show us how to surrender when things get most out of hand. It plays a major role in your stories of triumph; it’s what introduces you to the courage, humility, boldness, confidence, willpower, and perseverance you didn’t know was inside you. Chaos is behind every momentous moment when your gut guided you to the truth, your voice rang out even as it shook, and your tears stood for something meaningful.
You need chaos.
It is your intuition,
your calm at the center of the storm,
your creative curiosity,
and your forgiving flow.
Chaos, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference.
Colin had a fresh perspective on how the idea of sex has infiltrated our perception and methods for responding to life. As someone who enjoys astrology but does not necessarily "follow" or use it on a day-to-day basis, I enjoyed getting to refer to his resources for reflection.
~ Advertising Assistant, 30 - Divine Chaos Course 2020 Participant
The Divine Chaos Course is your intro to an appreciative relationship to chaos if you’re just starting out on your spiritual journey. It is also a deepening, expanding of that relationship if you’ve been feeling stagnant on your journey and need some inspiration, clarity, and renewed confidence.
This course will help you:
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develop an amplified appreciation for the way your body, mind, and emotional being respond to stress and trauma
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find compassion in the shame stories you've been telling yourself, so you can release the darkness once and for all
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feel a renewed sense of self-worth, personal value, and cosmic purpose, because you will realize…
DIVINE CHAOS COMES FOR EVERYONE
So the many times
when you've felt knocked down, disconnected, isolated,
afraid, and ashamed:
they're not personal.
They're cyclical,
meaning the moments
when you're tested
to see the bigger picture
of how your life is unfolding,
they come back
again and again.
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If you’re just starting to learn about your patterns and the family foundations that framed your view of chaos and order, you will need to hear from Chelsea Aks about The Chaos Blueprint: Discover Your Cosmic and Familial Foundations.
If you’ve got resentments and a seething rage toward the patriarchy, capitalism, white supremacy, and men in general, which ultimately distract you from becoming the change you want to see, you’re going to want to hear KellyAnne Herman (that’s me!) talk about The Tyranny of Tolerance: Converting Resentment Into Personal Power.
If you feel lost, ungrounded, and stuck in the middle of all of the changes swirling around you, waiting for them to stop so you can be at peace again, you’ll need to be present for Hava Rose’s Embracing The In Between: How To Find Peace In Transition.
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If you’re stressed about the things that are out of your hands and can’t quite find a way to connect with loved ones about the grief of constant loss, constant change, constant fear of whatever the fuck comes next, you will absolutely benefit from hearing Gari’s workshop on The Road Death Traveled: Accepting Transition and Change.
If you are recovering from perfectionism and finding balance within yourself, outside of the shame and guilt of not being what society, family, or anyone else wants you to be, then you’re in need of what Emily Iris has in store with Dancing With Chaos: How Order Can Set Us Free.
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Click this button to join us!!
Once a week starting 8/8, these workshops will be presented live with activities that immediately give you an innerstanding of how you’ll be able to apply the tools these expert speakers provide - plus, you’ll be able to ask questions and share where you’re at in real time.
After each workshop, you’ll get a recording of the workshop (so it’s okay if you miss one!) and a resource from each expert that will help you go deeper into the topic so you can develop an intimate, personal connection with what you’ve just learned.
5 weeks of live workshops and immediate access to resources… followed by 6 months (yes SIX MONTHS!!) of bi-weekly follow-up emails to ensure that the lessons you absorb in the span of just a few weeks turn into long-term, powerful tools that you can fully integrate into your daily, weekly, and monthly practices.
Most courses out there are one-and-done, leaving you with just a drop in the bucket of life’s lessons. Our mission with the Divine Chaos Course is to create a lasting impact that adds immense value to your mental, emotional, spiritual, and physical wellbeing.
This course is intended to be the ride-or-die resource that supports you in building healing habits which dissolve stress and shame patterns over the long-haul.
This was so well put together, and honestly I'm still going through all the resources! There's enough to chew on that I will probably listen through again, which I think speaks to the value and depth of the course. Thank you for delivering a really beautiful course! This was my first E-course and I'm super grateful that it turned out to be so wonderful, and covered such a diverse span of subjects that tied together so well.
~ Freelance Artist, 31 - Divine Chaos Course 2020 Participant
OVERALL COURSE RATING FROM
2020 & 2018 PARTICIPANTS
WORKSHOP RATING AVERAGE FROM
2020 & 2018 PARTICIPANTS
Each workshop, each speaker, each discussion question has helped me to begin building a new foundation of a new way of living and being, of feeling and thinking. So thank you, thank you, thank you for this course. It could not have come at a better time. Divine Timing. I am endlessly grateful.
~ Wellness Coach, 34 - Divine Chaos Course 2018 Participant
I enjoy all of KellyAnne's insights. She speaks carefully, and always makes incredible connections with her metaphors. Her passion and purpose radiates through every word spoken. And she holds an incredible space for learning.
~ Educator, 25 - Divine Chaos Course 2020 Participant
TIME FOR THE DEETS
WHO
YOU + LIMITED NUMBER OF PARTICIPANTS
FIVE EXPERT SPEAKERS
WHAT
5 WORKSHOPS
- hosted live 1x/week, recorded and sent via email the next day
TONS OF RESOURCES
- meditations, journaling prompts, coloring pages, EFT tapping, astrology guides, card reading spreads
6 MONTHS OF FOLLOW-UP
- biweekly accountability via email following the course
**PRE-SALE BONUS:**
*2020 DIVINE CHAOS COURSE*
- all materials including workshops and resources from KellyAnne, Colin Bedell @queercosmos, and Lara BaraUna @mossycleopatra
*DIVINE CHAOS WORKBOOK*
- printable e-book and audiobook
WHERE
EMAIL & ZOOM
WHEN
STARTS 8/8 - ENDS 9/22
(FOLLOW UP FROM OCTOBER '22 - FEBRUARY '23)
CLIP: COLIN'S "TMI TUESDAY" VIDEO
EXCLUSIVE DCC 2020 PRE-SALE BONUS
I would certainly recommend it. I think it came into my life at a perfect time and it was a very gentle introduction to both the course and the series of major events that have transformed my life since then. Such an important piece about mindset and worldview.
~ Educator, 25 - Divine Chaos Course 2020 Participant
ON THE 2020 WORKSHOP:
“THE POWER OF BEING NEW”
YES. This has been one of the most helpful pieces of the course for me. I have historically struggled with not being IN my body and this was such a powerful lesson. Plus learning about the brain and having the science of how these things work is so crucial, especially to my very thinking mind.
~ Educator, 25 - Divine Chaos Course 2020 Participant
ON THE 2020 WORKSHOP:
"ATTUNING THE BODY FOR SURRENDER”
Click the button below to reserve your spot in the course!
The Divine Chaos Course will change your life.
The way you experience shame and stress will transform with the insight and practices that the speakers of this course will impart upon you.
Not only that, this course is designed to reinforce a holistic, somatic approach to healing; the investment is in your mental and emotional stability, and the many multi-faceted tools you’ll receive from this course will support your mental and emotional stability for longer than just the month that you’re here with us.
And the speakers of this course for 2022 are not the same as they were in 2020, 2019, nor 2018. So if any of the workshops previously listed resonate with you, this is the time to show up.
If you've decided you can’t afford a ticket to this course right now, i want to invite you to ask yourself: am i sabotaging my chance at peace and empowerment?
To convince yourself that money's the only reason you’re not available right now is to sabotage your opportunity to experience what is a pleasurable and present Very Good Thing...
and i'm not about to let you get away with it!!
If you think you’re not ready financially, we’ve got you covered with monthly payment options. Simple. Done.
What else might really be nagging at you?
Maybe you think you’re not ready mentally for the changes you’ll obviously have to make after learning a whole new approach to living the life you desire. For that, we’ve got you covered with offerings for 1:1 guidance after the course - on top of the email follow-ups that will have you laughing and playing through the tough times... until 2023!
Maybe you feel like you’re not emotionally, physically, or spiritually ready for this. I'll tell you bb: that is imposter syndrome and overwhelm talking. If you've gotten this far, it's because the universe - your spirit - brought you here to a space where inner peace becomes possible.
Listen to what the fearless version of you would say to yourself right now. See them in your mind’s eye and hear their voice; they're saying: YOU DESERVE PEACE. You are the only one who can give yourself permission to let go of the fears that lie deep within the shame and stress you feel. You must give yourself permission to move on, to reach out, and to get the help you deserve.
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IN 5 WEEKS, YOU CAN EXPECT...
GREATER INNER PEACE
KNOW WHERE TOXIC PATTERNS HAVE COME FROM
SELF-AWARENESS FOR SELF-CENTERING
CLARITY TO SEE WHAT YOU CAN CONTROL
DEEPER CONNECTION
WITH YOURSELF - MIND AND BODY
WITH THE UNIVERSE / SPIRIT / GOD
WITH YOUR SOULMATES AND LOVED ONES
WITH THE CYCLE OF LIFE
EMOTIONAL AWARENESS
CHANNEL RAGE FOR A GREATER PURPOSE
TURN INWARD TO CALM YOURSELF
HARNESS EASE DURING DIFFICULT MOMENTS
TRAUMA HEALING
RESPECT FOR YOUR BODY'S EQUILIBRIUM
FAMILY PATTERNS OF CHAOS AND ORDER
RELEASE RESENTMENTS AND GUILT
FIND GRACE TO KEEP GOING
SNEAK PEEKS:
PRE-SALE BONUSES!!
"NOPE" CLIP: LARA'S WORKSHOP
EXCLUSIVE DCC 2020 PRE-SALE BONUS
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